{"id":2273,"date":"2022-03-22T01:55:00","date_gmt":"2022-03-22T01:55:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/?p=2273"},"modified":"2022-03-22T01:55:04","modified_gmt":"2022-03-22T01:55:04","slug":"this-hope-is-treacherous","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/?p=2273","title":{"rendered":"This hope is treacherous"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>As some of my colleagues know, I love to sing.  We could debate about my taste in music.  We could debate about my talent &#8211; I like to think I am not bad, but I probably sound better after everyone has had a few drinks at a karaoke bar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have to tell you how nervous I have been this year.  I am sure most of us look at the standings, especially if we are doing well.  But I have a unique reason &#8211; when I enter the winners into the database, I go to the standings to make sure it is updating correctly.  There are normally a few names of past winners that catch my eye, but it is somewhat rare for me to see my own name up there.  I guess even the Lunatic gets lucky from time to time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So you can imagine how giddy I was when at one point that I saw myself in 2nd &#8211; as Jack Richter was the only one ahead of me.  I tried not to think about it &#8211; don\u2019t open up my heart to get broken.  But I could feel the hope starting to come.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Then, we all know I would like my Boilers to make the Final Four.  So, as Kentucky and Baylor lost and the East Region starts to break down, I get even more hope growing in me.   You can imagine how insane I was as Purdue would stretch their lead to double digits against Texas, and then let them come all the way back.  I know the heartbreak is likely coming &#8211; at the end of the day only 1 of the 16 teams will be truly happy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But with all this hope growing, this one song has gotten stuck in my head.   The artist I probably listen to the most is Taylor Swift &#8211; and so just imagine a 48 year old middle aged man singing a Taylor Swift song at the top of his lungs.  I am sure Taylor had other things in mind &#8211; but the lyrics can be strangely stretched into how I feel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I can\u2019t decide if it\u2019s a choice<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Getting swept away<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I hear the sound of my own voice<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Asking you to stay<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And all we are is skin and bone<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Trained to get along<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Forever going with the flow<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But you\u2019re friction<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This slope is treacherous<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This path is reckless<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This slope is treacherous<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I, I, I like it<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Two headlights shine through the sleepless night<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I will get you and get you alone<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Your name has echoed through my mind<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I just think you should, think you should know<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That nothing safe is worth the drive <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I will follow you, follow you home<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019ll follow you, follow you home<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This hope is treacherous<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This daydream is dangerous<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This hope is treacherous<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I, I, I LIKE IT!!!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As some of my colleagues know, I love to sing. We could debate about my taste in music. We could debate about my talent &#8211; I like to think I am not bad, but I probably sound better after everyone has had a few drinks at a karaoke bar. I have to tell you how [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[44],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2273","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-2022-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2273","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2273"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2273\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2274,"href":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2273\/revisions\/2274"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2273"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2273"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.tehodgson.com\/stompthelunatic\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2273"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}